I just fancied typing to be honest. Going on and on pressing the keys in a rhythme of my own. Not sure what to write i cant remember when it last was. Its the weekend right now. Ive done all i need to - i could go and revise some more but somehow i just cant bring myself to do it - im into it now so im not all that worried, i think im on task and i know (vaugly) where im going with it. Everythings fine i think bar rep and drama but reps just my nevers and drama - well theres nothing i can do. Last week tommorow only 4 days because i dont have any lessons on friday but im going in anyway. Just to see every one - 1 last time. I am going to miss them. I worked out i have less than 5 of each lesson left. Its starting to hit home now just how breif this is going to be i mean hell its what ... 18 weeks untill we go to uni! Thats ... 105 days untill the first of September which is aproximately when ill be off!!! 105 days at home. Thats all. Bloody hell.
Jonnys fine. He was really sweet last night - rang me about 4 times lol the last time he was drunk - i could tell becuase he sounds like hes from Biringham he said 'im just ringing to let you know that i love you.' and i said 'what again, how drunk are you Jonny' - 'quite a bit' it sounded so cute though hehe bless him. I was worried about him though - why should i be worried? But i was.
Ive been reading allot of poetry recently. Id like to write some more but im out of practice and mine never seems to be enough. So i dont. During the hols i want to write some more of my stories too but now i think about them there so mundane and ordinary. I might just work on a new 'scrap book of inspiration'. Thats a good term isnt it ill put it in quotation marks and then i own it
...there hehe thats going to be wierd to read but anyway. Yeah i mean my pillow book i was upset when i filled the other one i just wanted it to go on and on. Ah well you know what they say about all good things. I should make a list of all the things im going to do during the hols. I cant remember if ive got one or not... No i dont i'll have to make one and re-do a reading list, but maybe that can be part of it. I never stick to them i guess. Lets see what can go on?
Uni reading list
Cook
Poetry
Stories
'Scrapbook of inspiration' (Pillow book)
Pack for uni (see uni list)
DVD's
Shop for uni
errrrrmmmm
nah cant think of anything more.
Pffft im sure there were all sorts of stuff meh we'll see.
Im boared im not sure what to do with myself. Might go make a cup off tea seems to me thats Jonnys answer to everything.
BLAHBLAHBLAH
onandonandon lol
yeah sorry ill leave know
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